So much going on in my head, so many things going on in life, yet so little time to be able to do what I want….

It feels  like ages since the last time I’ve been on Tumblr. Since then, I have found out that the age 18 is nothing more than a number after all. I’m still as immature as always :P Haha. Oh  well…

Despite many depressions in the past few days, I should still feel good that I’m lucky enough to be living this life. A good friend of mine has just turned homeless and I have been unable to contact him since he told me this. I really wish he is OK. I have never thought before that I would actually meet such a person like him in life. He really is a living example and a reminder that I’m not the unluckiest person in the world. He even reinforces my wish to do social works in the future. You don’t really know how people like him feel until you know one of them. That is when you start to see some light about how dark life can be for them. Yes, people should be self-reliant, but at the same time, they should be helped. They should be given chances to fix their mistakes and rise up again. I dream of seeing such a society where this applies in real existence one day.

Huh…. My first day using Tumblr for real after having signed up ages ago :) I don’t really know what I’m going to do with this yet apart from using it as a diary and a source of inspirations for people out there, really. (If anyone could ever be bothered to read. Haha.)

As my day has been mostly occupied with making little changes to my personal statement, I can’t really think of anything to say apart from copying bits from my personal statement and put it here. But sadly, I can’t do that :( I’ll have to wait until it has been read by the universities first. I don’t want anyone nibbing away bits of mine and getting us in trouble for plagiarising things from the internet :O 

Thinking about it, putting my thoughts and life story down on the internet is quite a risky idea, but I still don’t see much idiocy in doing it. Plus, the internet is free. It’s a place with a lot less restrictions than the outside world, so maybe I should use it to my advantage :/ After all, I might not be able to say some of the things written here in real life, and it’s unlikely that anyone here would know who I am :)

I’m tired of typing now. Haha. Maybe I should end here…